So, this morning I have once again started down the path of dwelling on things. And my mind spins.
We don't talk about the event or circumstances at home, so I feel like I am in limbo. I don't know where my thoughts stand with her, much less myself. We are busy with kids and schedules and home repair, and I am just going through the motions.
I think for her it is easier, in some respects. She has had her fun and now she is just waiting for me to get past this. I am put off by her lack of concern and smugness.
But I keep this all to myself because it doesn't go anywhere.
I have no faith in working things out, at this point, and it wears on me.
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