Update

I wish I had an update.

I wish things were different.

But I don't.

I swear, it is as if time hasn't passed.  If you ask me, it is because she has not helped make it past.  She doesn't feel bad and she is just waiting for me to get over it.  Same old same old.  I did get an apology a few weeks ago - finally.  I thought that would make a difference.  And it did - a little.

But now I am stuck in that not wanting to continue this marriage.

So why do I do it?

I am questioning that more and more.