Sometimes I can push everything down and try to be nice and understanding.
I just don't have the energy today. I just can't do it.
I have had a good string of being decent and accepting and there have been some good moments.
I'm just hitting bottom today, and I don't know why. I suppose I should try. The counselor would suggest it. But damn it... I don't feel like it.
I just don't feel like it today.
I kind of wonder if my husband is cheating/back into porn. He had an addiction a few years back and it nearly ruined me. Here we are a few years later, separate rooms, little physical contact, etc. Just makes me wonder.
ReplyDeleteI hate to hear that. It doesn't sound good. Sadly, I would say trust your instincts. They have experience in this area and are probably right.
DeleteOf course, I don't know how you bring up something like this? How do you comment on something you know to be true? Because the first reaction is going to be denial, quickly followed by some reverse accusation. ("What are you doing, spying on me?") Well, is there something I should be spying on you for?
It is no good, and I am sorry for you.
Please keep me up to date.